That didn’t go according to planned.

 I made an error in judgement and now I am afraid I may have to pay the consequences for my actions. 

I told myself nothing would happen when he came over. I wasn’t going to make the first move. I wasn’t going to sleep with him. My own self imposed rules… cause I didn’t want him to be just a thing. 

He made the first move and the second and the third. I told him I was going to stop him and I didn’t. It was great, but now I am beating myself up. Wondering what is going to come of it. Did I make a huge mistake? 

We were friends who met through another friend. We have known each other for several months. I know we will see each other again. I know that the mutual friend has no idea.