obsessed brain

For the last two days or so, I have been having dreams revolving around swimming and a particular person as well.

I go back and forth between positive thoughts and self doubt. I have been trying to turn the negative ones off… in fact I would prefer to turn all the thoughts off regarding this particular subject and just let the universe handle it all. Since, I can’t seem to turn them off, when I catch myself with a negative, I say something positive instead!

It’s really hard to change those negatives, but man it is soooooooo worth it when you can! Life is so much more enjoyable!!!

I know this isn’t much of an entry, but I am trying to write more often…