Just checkin’ in…

The week turned out to be pretty good after my melt down Mon. night…

I saw the Guy last night, he stills wants to marry me, but the problem is I just can’t trust him.

Umm…. New guy… well, got the hint loud and clear, he doesn’t want nothing… actions speak louder than words.

lemme see, there is a myspace guy, who seems really nice and sweet and knows all the right things to say, but just can’t bring myself to meet him. His picture doesn’t do much for me. I know that people sometimes don’t photograph all that great… he isn’t ugly in his pics… still don’t know.

Wanted to go horse back riding again this weekend, but it is getting cold and I signed up for 2 more online courses… will keep me busy for the next three weeks, good news is I should get a big fat raise by christmas…

Someone recently said something to me that made me stop and think….

"I imagine you thought you had what you wanted and were hurt…I have given up looking for what i want…I focus now on trying to identify the things I NEED in my life..because what we want and need are two different things…what we want is subjective to our material side…but we cannot object to what our heart and soul needs….let the next chapter of your lifes book be written by what you NEED…" 

So now, what do I need? that will take some serious time to think about!