I just realized…

that I am human. I have emotions and I should honors those feelings and stop feeling bad if I feel bad.

Recently, my life has been turned upside down. I am in the process of changing all of that.

I have gone over and over in my mind what I have done wrong, but in truth I haven’t done anything wrong. I have been true to myself. I have hurt and felt pain but I have also had joyous, happy times.

The problem lies in that I don’t respect myself enough to walk away when something isn’t right. I have empathy for others, but I let that be an excuse for being treated poorly.

So, all of this to say… I am turning over a new leaf when it comes to relationships… I am not going to become too hopeful to fast:) Take it slow, be myself and realize that if they don’t like me, well than that is their loss because I am a catch:) and if they don’t see that for all their bullshit… then they are fools.