Rant

I’ve been feeling that yearly empty feelings where everything is numb and not real. I’m getting more and more tired everyday but I’m trying to be better. I feel as if at 17 years old i need to know what to do with myself but i dont and its hard and I feel like I’m behind everyone since everyone seems like they know what they are doing and can get themselves to do it without worrying but I cant, I keep coming off as lazy. I cant function as a normal human being and its hard and I know i dont but i cant change it. I have no motivation, no happiness, no nothing. I’m Alone.