Oh dear… is it a full moon?

My stars are saying I NEED to say or DO something…. in the pursuit of both Career and Love… today… And it will all happen…

But I haven’t… because there is nothing to say really…

And then, I thought I saw my lover’s car parked outside the ballroom dance hall (he helps teach there sometimes) as I was driving past to go to a meeting, and… well… I just burst into tears…

Luckily I was alone… and managed (just) to pull myself together before the meeting. I take the minutes so didn’t have time to think again…

I miss him…