hello… :)

 brrr happily chilly here with heaters on 10 C brrr 

but lovely winter rains make it worth feeling cold. Lots of green grass and less dust..  now it’s mud lol.

Life is quite good I guess.. Lol..  no news no change.. 

I didn’t approach Mum directly..  but I did mildly bring up the subject of her future possible plans…  her reaction wasnt mild. She flew into a defensive tantrum saying that she has no plans for her future… Hmmm..  

One good outcome of her feeling (unnecessarily) worried is that she has been making more effort to look after her self.  she has also eased up on her rude and demanding behaviour toward my brother and myself. Unfortunately she has transferred this to her nephews who are neighbours. 

Pretty sure this is wearing thin with them as well judging from their comments.

This mainly makes me sad because Mum isn’t normally like this… She used to be quite sweet.

oh well..  she can still be her old nice self at times..  

so I just enjoy those times now and try not to stress her…  

was just reading about the colorado springs fire… 

Feel huge sympathies to those in that area .. So many houses destroyed 🙁 horrible…  

hugs to anyone reading my ramblings