The first day starting fresh trying again

This time I swear I’m gonna stay committed to OD I’m gonna try my best to write everyday if anyone sees this please try your best to hold me to it I’m not going to explain who I am or my history with OD as a website OR HOW I HEARD ABOUT THIS EVEN THOUGH ITS A DYING WEBSITE but I’m here to vent and work on my own mental health struggles that I know I won’t get much help with anywhere else so here goes nothing mom of three wonderful crazy kids for now G B and A all by different dad’s but I am in a relationship with a dad a very committed relationship like common law we’re married