Rawr

For starters I went to California for a week to see my family that is out there. It was so much fun. My sister Crystal (the one that got hit by the car the day before Thanksgiving) is up and walking around with a walker. She is so strong and I can honestly say that she is my hero. While I was out there I saw Chad and it was great. He made me laugh so hard.

Drew still hasn’t gotten the picture that we are completely over. That I want nothing to do with him. He as been texting and calling me alot. Finally last night, his ex wife texted me from his phone telling me that the two of them are going to work things out and that she has no idea what is going on between us but she is determined to be with him for the rest of her life and be happy. I told her I don’t care. That there is nothing between us that I have been asking him repeatedly to just act like he doesn’t know me and he keeps coming back with No. But then I got a text that said no problem have a nice life. Can we just say THANK THE LORD? 

Well as  you can see by the pic here I have short hair. Not always the case. My hair was really long up until Saturday when I cut it. I personally think it looks adorable. Sorry if any of you that know me and loved my hair doesn’t like it. It’s my life and for the first time I did something about the fact that I hate my hair super long.

I miss my best friend. I miss our moments of sitting in my room and talking. I miss her laying in bed with me crying on my shoulder while I ran my hands through her hair to calm her down. I miss everything that we used to do together. I know that even though we don’t talk as much as we used to that I am still her bestfriend. I know I’m not but I feel like a bad best friend because I had no idea what she has been going through until I read her diary and I still don’t know everything because I haven’t talked to her.

Branden got me so frustrated last night it wasn’t even funny. I was angry and he kept trying to make it better and I kept telling him that I didn’t want to talk to him while I was frustrated and angry because I didn’t want to take it out on him. It didn’t work very well.

My sister’s boyfriend is really starting to get on my last nerve. I wont go into detail but I’m at the point that I just want to go stay at my dad’s house.

Well for now that’s all. I’ll update later