Myspace Nightmare
Okay I’ve had my myspace page for over a year now. And I’ve never had problems with it until I started dating Drew. I have gotten emails up the ass on there stating that I need to stop saying I love you to Drew cause they are getting pissed off that I’m saying that to their boyfriend. Which is funny cause this Sunday makes 3 1/2 months for us. But you know. I am so fed up with myspace that I am seriously thinking about deleting my myspace page completely.I am so tired of people trying to come in between us. And now because of it he isn’t talking to me so I have no idea what is going on. But you know…maybe I’m supposed to be alone. I’m tired of being the one who always gets hurt. It’s just not fair anymore. I’ve never cheated. Ever. I don’t see the point. I think that if you are going to cheat then something obviously isn’t there anymore so you should end it before the other person gets seriously hurt. And yet…here I am…at 24 years old…I thought I was with the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with…and he wont even talk to me. I am seriously thinking about moving to Kentucky and be near my best friend and my god son. As of this point unless Drew gets the stick out of his ass…I am swearing off men. All thanks to myspace
~Edit~
So I came to find out that it wasn’t true. That a former friend ( the one I wrote about a couple entries back) was the reason that email was sent. Drew isn’t cheating on me. He was at work at 9 this morning. He had to run to the bank so he called me to see what was going on. Because I sent him a text message telling him that whoever that girl was could have him because I was done playing games. So needless to say I feel like a total shitty ass girlfriend.
Then the former friend decided to tell me that I am nothing but a fucking bitch because I know she’s been lying to a friend of mine and his best friend telling them that she is 18, a stripper and has three kids. When in fact she’s 15 a freshman in high school and has no kids. But hey whatever. If that makes me a bitch then fine. And the only reason I told them was because my friends best friend was falling in love with her and I wasn’t going to see him get hurt and get in trouble because of her lies. Because he’s 18. But whatever. I guess the best friend knows the truth and they are dating. I personally think it’s because he will never see her. She lives here in Kansas and he lives in Oregon and is moving to California with his best friend who is a friend of mine.
So that’s the update. I’ll let everyone go now. I know that it is a long entry for me. I’ll post more later. Oh yea I got an offer to have all of my poetry published. I’m all excited