Just one of those days

Do you ever have those days where you just don’t know how to put into words how you feel? For some reason I am having one of those days. I don’t even know how to put into words how I am feeling. I am trying sooo hard to get my sister’s to let me got to Kentucky for my birthday because I need to see my best friend as much as she needs to see me. they keep asking me why I need to go so badly. I keep telling them because I miss my best friend. I haven’t seen her in two years and I want to see her. Talking on the phone and through our diary and occasional emails is great but it’s just not the same. I mean I know I’m not going to lose her. If I was I would have lost her a long time ago when we hit our really rough patch when she was with Scott. But I feel like a really bad friend. I seriously don’t know what I would do without her. And let me tell you I never want to find out. Well I gotta run. I’ll catch up later.