Fighting

Well Drew and I got into our first fight. And it’s killing me. I hate fighting with people. Not only are Drew and I in a fight but so are Jasmine and I and I think that this is one fight that we wont be able to get through. I know that Drew and I will be fine. We just hyave to get through the fact that it doesn’t seem like he trusts me and if he doesn’t trust me then why are we in this relationship. But I think that this is the end of Jasmine and I. My sister come first and her reaction and comments to me last night about my sister were uncalled for. Then to tell me to go fuck one of my boyfriends was beyond hurtful. I only have one boyfriend. And he’s the only one I want. I wont deny that him and I have slept together…but she knows full well that he’s the only guy that I have slept with. Then to turn around and tell me that I never cared about her just pushed me over the edge. I did everything I possibly could for her and she is going to turn around and be ungrateful and make me feel like shit. It isn’t gonna happen that way anymore. I am at the end of my rope.

Well I talked to Bryan and he made me calm down…alot. Then again he always has. He wants to talk to Drew cause I told him what was going on. He said that if he honestly thinks that I want to be with someone else then he needs to get his head checked because I can’t go more than three sentences without talking about Drew. Bryan could totally tell that there was something wrong when he picked up the phone. And I tried to tell him nothing was wrong cause it’s not his problem to try and help fix but he knows when I’m lying. It’s horrible. Cause there are times that I don’t want to tell him whats going on and if I tell him that nothing is wrong it just blows up in my face. Well that’s all. I’ll catch up with everyone later.