Brian…Brian…Brian

So things between Brian and I have gotten really good. Last night he told me that to him I am one in a million and he’s lucky to have me on his side and that i am a very very special person to him. I made him cry by something that I wrote to him. I didn’t mean to. On top of that I left him speechless. Again I didn’t mean to. He read me a poem that he wrote in high school. I started bawling. I couldn’t listen to the end of it. It reminded me of Scott. May he rest in peace. I wrote two things about Brian today. Here they are. I haven’t titled them yet. I hope that you all enjoy.

Untitled #1

Before the night
Rests amoung the stars
I try to find
A place to hide
Near your heart
Calling out your  name
Hoping you will hear
A girls cry for you
Ready to show you a
Love that can be found
Even amoung the heartache
Sometimes afraid to be seen
So before you
Hide away
Always remember
Forgetting to find
Forgetting to see
Exactly what
Really matters
Is not a place to be

Untitled #2

With little words
You seem to see
What’s buried deep
Inside of me
Hoping to find
A place to be
Within your world
You say to me
Exactly what
I need to hear
Fearing what"s to come
I turn away
You touch my face
Showing me
There’s no need to be afraid