Morning thoughts

Lying here, thinking about my troubles. I’m not happy with work. I’m not happy with the divorce. I’m not happy with my living situation. There isn’t a lot that I feel good about. Vintage Base Ball is good. Everytime I go to practice I feel like all the troubles drop away for an hour or two. The date was “J” was nice too. We seemed to connect more this time.  I realized she’s more reserved than I understood with our first date. Doing something physical (bowling) opened her up a bit so I got see more of her personality. She seems fun. She mentioned a few likes. Concerts. Country music. Getting out on the river. Hiking. I want the warm weather to get here soon so I can get her out and take on some hikes to see how things work with us. I had the thought before going to bed last night that it’d be nice to kiss her. I need to squash that impulse since I don’t think I’m feeling any real serious towards her yet. Nor do I think she is feeling much towards me yet. We’re still getting to know each other. No the thought came because it’s been ages, more than half a year since I had a kiss and I miss the sensation of kissing. Got to keep my head. Much to do first.