In the dark
I miss kissing in the night. I miss closeness and warmth. I miss touch. I want to touch and be touched. I want to cause excitement and passion. I want a woman’s anticipation. It’s been an impossible amount of time since I could indulge. I’m still getting used to sleeping in the middle of the bed. I haven’t shared a bed in nearly two years. Yet I still find myself sleeping on the side of bed as if she were there .I do wish someone where there. Not her. But a woman.
Give it time – when the universe makes that call, you’ll know.
For the time being, try to embrace the positive angles that life has to offer… I’ve been single for about a year now – only just tipping my toes back into the ‘dating-game’ now, even though my divorce was my decision… I have enjoyed being single – eating what I’d like, going where I’d like, buying what I’d like, all without having to compromise… I have full ownership of my life – and now, I’m seeking companionship, but on my own terms… When your heart is ready, you will find someone – have you considered any on line sites or dating apps? Oddly enough, I’ve had some pretty good luck with Tinder so far!
@esoterika my problem is that I’ve basically been single for years before she ran me out. She pushed me out of the bedroom a long time ago. I’ve tried tinder and bumble. Still trying. Not much luck. When I bring up my kids and the fact that the divorce is dragging out, well that ends things.
@fadingjedi That’s really too bad – but it’s something that, if the person on the other end hasn’t experienced it personally, they don’t understand it… And truthfully, you probably wouldn’t want to be with someone who couldn’t empathize with your situation… I sort of read through your last few entries. I’m so sorry that the situation that you’re tangled up in is so ugly. My first separation was like that. Thank God, my recent divorce has been SO much more civil…
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