2/2/18

I’ve been living in my folks guest room since I was run out. I’m trying to save up and trying to find a place of my own. My folks want me to get a place of my own. My father wants to see me move and is worried I’ll be here in definitely. I can understand his worry. I do want to be out on my own again. But at the same time I’m a little intimidated by it. There are so many unknowns right now because the divorce is in the air.i feel heavy a lot. Some days I just don’t want to deal. But I have to get my act together. Meantime I just want some company.