8/30/07

god, i am having a major case of the misses. wtf? a month and a half later? it’s not like i loved him or had grand illusions of being with him forever. but i think he is the most i could like someone without loving them. and since i’m not ready to love someone yet then i want that extreme like again? i don’t know. fuck this. i just wish he would talk to me. it would be nice.

i wasn’t even happy at the end, and i know that. i don’ t know what my problem is here.