tiny little green men

Wow, I really miss having the internet! Since we moved, we haven’t had it and I’m going crazy.
I’m not doing much right now, just working. I wanted to go back to school, but of course I didn’t. My job is full time now and I was stressed for a while. Went to the doctor for it because I was an insomniac or something. I was living on like 1/2 an hour of sleep at night. It was bad. But now I think I’m better. Every now and again I’ll have a bad night, but it’s really spread out.
Me and Josh are still together, but at the moment I’m mad at him. He wants to get married, but I want to live together first. These different views kind of stink! and this might sound bad, but if he doesn’t come around I’m having thoughts of saying bye. I don’t want to just jump into marriage.. hello!! that’s a big step. I just hope we can get through it.
Went to the Weezer and FooFighters concert on Thursday! It rocked my socks off! It was alot of fun. : ) I need to do more of that kinda stuff. I miss my music and having fun. I feel so serious all the time now, it’s really boring.
Well, since it’s not my computer, guess I’ll go. Miss everyone from here, hope you’re all doing well.

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September 17, 2005

Marriage is def a big step (believe me!) I jumped into it and now I’m jumping out I’m all for living together first!

i know what you mean about the whole serious thing..i feel the same way. =( i don’t have that lively spark anymore. i have no idea where the hell it went. anyway, i wanted to tell you that i miss you and i hope all is well-jen