if you do you do, but if not, there’s a problem

I think all things do happen for a reason, and I think the people we meet have purposes in our lives.  weather it be something like being in a relationship or just teaching us a little lesson and then the next day moving on and never seeing that person again.  Or wheather it’s just to make you realize how much you appreciate someone else in your life.  And I think you’ve yet to play a roll in my life.  : )

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So Evan called me again last night, seems this time he’s not going to go to Afghanistan, but instead he’s going to Iraq.  A whole other war… He asked me if I had been watching the news, and I said no, so I don’t know why he’s going over there really.  Was it not Saddam that we cought?  I don’t know, guess I’ll have to research it, find out what the hell is going on.  Neway, I think we had a good conversation, we had each other laughing.  He’s leaving for vacation today, and I hope he has a great time.

I just haven’t really had time for any news, going christmas shopping and school and work.  It really takes up a chunk of your life.  (Especially waiting in that traffic to get to a damn store!)  I don’t have alot of money so I’m just buying for the ones who got me something, and then giving christmas cards to everyone else.  Hope it’s enough.  I’m planning on baking cookies or something for everyone at work, what kind should I make?  I was thinkin oatmeal raisin, cause thats my fave… but I don’t know if alot of people like that stuff.

Man it’s a beautiful day out today, and the moon at night recently, it’s been so breathtaking!  Seriously, I love winter nights.  : ) I can’t wait to go and see my Tom.  What is it now?  8 days!  I can’t wait.  Man these 6 months waiting to go back up there and be with someone who really cares…. they’re all going to pay off.  I love him.  : )

My dad is supposed to be comming over soon to give us christmas presents.  I was told he’s going to give us cell phones… ok as nice as that is, I hope he’s paying for it because I can’t afford another 50 bucks or so a month.  What is he thinking?!  I’m already poor as it is!  I think maybe I’ll have enough next month to turn the heater on!  I’m excited.