3/12/04

Thomas comes down tomorrow ^_^  I’m excited I can’t wait.  He’s going to be here for nine days, but it sucks too because he doesn’t like my best friend, so they can’t hang out.  But it’s with good cause, (josh=best friend)  because josh did kiss my damn neck.  The bastard. 

Neway, I’ve been going bike riding alot!  I’m getting back into shape that way.  I went a whole 5 miles nonstop the other day and man I’m hurting!  Especially since I have bicycle butt!  ouch! 

My school is pretty cool this semester, I have a teacher that knows what the hell he’s talking about AND that knows how to freakin explain it to people.  Unlike my other teachers who just made us read the book and that’s it.  So I’m learning things now ^_^.

I filled out some applications to Victoria’s Secret and Sam Goody.  I mean, you can’t go wrong with that combination.  I just don’t make enough money anymore.  I can’t wait till schools out so I can get a good job and have regular hours!  I’m becomming more and more exhausted each day! 

I finally sent Evan a letter the other day, he’s still over there in Iraq.  He’s always appologizin becaus he didn’t get to come and visit us, the poor thing.  It’s not like it’s his fault.  I mean he didn’t say, “hey, army, send me to Iraq because I don’t wanna go to Heidi’s house.”  But anyway, I hope he’s doing ok.  I want to see him again soon too, and I hope they let him come back in Aprilish like he’s been saying.  He doesn’t deserve to be over there AGAIN!  He said he was going to try to call me in his last e-mail he sent.  I wonder if he’d be able too? 

And you know who I haven’t talked to in forever either??  Izzy.  Where the hell are you Izzy?  Do you even come up on this thing anymore?  Telling me you’d give me a phone call and I’m a great friend, and then you don’t even keep in touch or anything?  What the hell is that?  I probably haven’t talked to you in a good year or so it seems.  I want to know how you’re doing, that’s all.

I hope Jens doing good too, with her new place.  ^_^  I’m so happy for her!  I hope things work out and they end up together and GETTIN THE INTERNET!   LOL!  I should give her a call. 

Anyway, I’m off.  I miss all you guys up there I mentioned.  It’s hard to come by good friends and that’s what all you guys are to me. 

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March 22, 2004

hey baby girl!! I’m on here woohoo! im at home for the week tara in gerogia..neway apt cool..my back yard is a snowboarding/skiing moutain thing..soo cool free snowboarding! u gotta come visit damnit! they have canoes n stuff too but cant swim..bad water! lol oh i read ur last entry listen ok..dont move there until ur heart and ur mind are together on it and u are FINANCIAL STABLE to do it..

March 22, 2004

trust me i did the go with the heart forget the rest. Probs just come about..get snappy cuz no money blah blah. And fear. Droppin everything with overwhelming fear is not good eitha. u gotta be in it the way i stated up there. if he not willin to put effort n u feel like u doin it all..then maybe sep ways are good. sure hes not a bad guy..but 2 people have to be workin at it. too much of a load

March 22, 2004

for just one person to handle it. i know tried that myself and it was bad. talk to him seriously let him know and if he shapes up GREAT! if he doesnt..be friends because all u gonna do is drive urself nuts with stress of the relationship while bouncing around everything else. Anyway, u know what u should be doin if this give clarity good..if not i want my 20 bucks for the usual =P