Is it really over!?

I moved back into my dad’s place a little over a week ago. The last night I was in town, we watched tv and took a shower. During the show she texted. I looked at it and he sent me home. Why is it so bad that I felt the need to know what’s being said? I know he talks to her about me and keeps her updated on everything we do, but why does he keep everything about her from me? I can’t keep being that crazy person. I don’t do the things I have been doing. It’s not me!
I came up to OR with some friends of mine. They have really been there this last month or so and it makes me love them even more. True friends can help you through anything, no matter how bad things seem to be. They would like me to bring the baby and move up here with them. I spoke with my ex hubby about it and he seem to think it would be the best thing for us too. My biggest worry is driving stick shift in the snow. *giggles* Scary but doable. Kevin and I go work out at night, so that would be good for me. I have been losing weight, but all the stress is eventually going to take it’s toll and I’ll start gaining again. I’m pretty happy with my size right now, so I just have too keep myself motivated in the right direction. We got internet yesterday and I got hooked into the home network. I forgot my psych book though so it looks like I’m going to fail my exam. Guess that’s life. I hated that class anyway. I’m just so tired right now. Emotionally drained and I still have to go back. *shrugs* If it doesn’t kill you it only makes you stronger, at least that’s what they say. I’d just like to know ho they are.