random memory
This exact time last yeat. My parents away on business. My brother at my grandmothers. He practically lived here. Tuesday night; a love making frenzy. Wednesday morning; Me trying to get ready for school but he kept dragging me back into bed. We get to the back of the school just before the start of 5th period. he says ‘you’re 20 minutes early". i say "then you better fuck me quick". drivers seat romp, before walking into class glowing and with an untouchable smile smeared across my face.
I just found out that he’s moved overseas and didn’t even tell me.
I did that once….mine lasted much longer. Now i have a baby!!
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remembering happiness makes people sad. isn’t that weird? at least, i know it makes me sad. makes me want it. and then i don’t have that particular brand of happy, and i got upset that the store discontinued my favorite product line, and i look for someone with a nametag to complain to, and i realize it isn’t a store at all but just a metaphor.
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oh honey…::snuggles you:: xoxo
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whoa ;;
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wow; thats tought.love your username by the way.
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hey, i am a random noter, but i think i may stick around for awhile…if it’s ok. i love your diary title…that is genius at it’s finest. and this entry hurt me in a place deep inside. i am so sorry. mattie
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