of all the gin joints in the world
I have a bright-white notebook with vivid blue and green circles covering the front; on the inside, there are letters to you. One for every day for the past week [the ones I wrote before that are on looseleaf paper, sitting in my writing folder] and they are full of lovely sentences like”You and I are still you and I, aren’t we?“and”I want your hands on me and your hair under my fingers and a chance to be us, to be lauraandryan with absolutely no spaces, with hips and bodies aligned like constellations; a chance to smile & see infinity in your eyes; the chance to be breathless and gasping and the chance to be“and bits of poems and quotes and the million things I wish I could say to your face [and the million things I can’t; the million things I may never be able to].
“You be you
& I’ll be me
& together, we’ll just be.“
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That picture is just beautiful.You are stunning, my dear. xx
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that’s so adorable and lovely and just.. beautiful!
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this reminded me of the title for your diary to the T. beautiful mess.
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You are amazingly beautiful. 🙂 I hope you find everything this week is amazing. You serve all the bst. Thanks for being swee.t 🙂 You’re really a gem and you’ll make someone so incredibly happy for al ifetime. 😉 *HUG*
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just hold on, keep writing, you’re darling.
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that picture is absolutely gorgeous. you look like a sexy librarian or something 😉 sometimes it feels so good to write the things we’ll never say (hmm, my last entry, perhaps? lol) im so much better at putting matters of the heart into words on paper…. <33
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lovely ;;
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i always relate to your work in ridiculous amounts. lovely. ofcourse xx
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your diary is really cool, i’m adding ya to my favs. xo
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you are beautiful and you look like a writer. evenbetter, you look like a writer who isn’t TRYING to look like a writer. ryn; someone called me that on opendiary awhile ago, like maybe even last year ago? they meant it as a compliment. but cutthroat means ruthless pirate. someone who plunders at sea. i’m such a cynic and i don’t want to be. xo
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this is amazing. ((Noelle))
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ryn/ hahaha. whats the point of mozzarella sticks without the mozzarella? my friend does the opposite. she takes off all the breading and just eats the cheese…. crazy people. lol.
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