NoJoMo 1: Equilibrium

The last couple weeks, I’ve been doing pretty well. My mental state had more or less evened out. But this week, as soon as I got into bed it kept catching up to me. My brain just wouldn’t stop thinking about all the worst case scenarios of all the facets of my life I’m worried about right now. A couple nights ago I had terrible nightmares. Last night I cried and finally said it all out loud. Today my brain is tired, my eyes are sore, and my motivation to get off the couch is at an all time low.

I’ll find my equilibrium again. I’m not worried about that. I just hate being so sad.