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there are a million little things that are making up my life right now.
little things like the people i hang out with in the band room before school; running my fingers across nate’s desk after i hand papers in during spanish and him smiling when he meets my eyes; reading one of the seven scripts in my bag instead of a book; laughing during lunch like we did when we were freshmen; talking to nate about forensics when we walk by each other between fourth and fifth hours; drawing dinosaurs in my english journal; teasing Zeb down the hallway after sixth hour; unzipping andy’s bookbag every day before going to seventh; making fun of the student teacher during history; standing around for ten minutes after school talking to andy and zach; acting again for the first time in entirely too long; playing piano at 10:30 at night; having photo shoots in my bedroom; being a medal-er at forensics meets…a million little things that have added up to equal my life at the moment.
and i love it(and for a little while, i hate it)
i just…i don’t know.>

–>i’ve been thinking about life after high school lately, and the more i think about it the more i want to do music ed and the more i think about that the more i can see myself being a piano prof at a college. i think it would be beautifully amazing.

i miss this place like woah