[o34] Fat.

In case anyone ever wondered: I am fat.

Now that’s pretty blunt. But I figured I’d put it out there. I realized I haven’t mentioned anything about it in my diary up to now. Why? Well because I’m not one of those people who is going to keep track of their caloric intake in their diary, or complain about being fat, or try to be anorexic. I mean, I’m not happy with my weight. But I am not going to dwell on it. It is something I have struggled with my whole life. Food is an addiction for me. Some people think that sounds stupid, but it’s true. Some people have drug addictions, some people have alcohol addictions… my addiction is eating. I don’t drink, smoke, do drugs, or gamble, so I guess I had to have some kind of flaw, right? Well this is it.

Anyway, I don’t know why I felt the need to put it out there. But there it is. Actually I do know why… because I was just thinking about how good my lunch at McDonald’s was… and realized I think of eating like some people think of getting high… they yearn for it. Man. What a wacko I am 😉

But ya. In other news… today was just another day. Work was busy, but actually not as crazy as it has been. We actually had quite a few customers after 9 tonight, so that was a nice change of pace.

Now I’m home… and heading to bed.

Night all.

.xoxo.

Erika