i’m not even going to pretend…

..to call this an update. this is more like being very surprised my diary hasn’t been erased. but erase the future i guess, not the past. i’ve got own apartment now. still working at papa john’s. had a couple birthdays. gone way past the median age for this website i’d imagine.

life is going ok. no manic outbreaks. way too much credit debt. no girlfriends. i don’t have too much to complain about though. i’ve gotten what i put in.

i haven’t cut my hair in about two years. it’s getting long. it’s getting hot outside. nearly all of my high school friends have forgotten about me. sort of. i’m pretty antisocial. not intentionally, more a product of my work schedule and where i live compared to where the bars are and people hang out. i’m probably just making excuses for myself.

i probably need to do a 180 with everything i’ve got going on but it’s really hard when i feel so numb to it. i really feel ok. i’m probably just not being real with myself anymore.

my brother had a baby in january. her name is kassandra leigh. she’s really cute. he’s get married sometime in the future. my parents are doing pretty good. my dad hasn’t had any health problems for awhile and my mom might not ever die. wouldn’t surprise me anyway.

anyway, all of my contact info is still the same-phone number, myspace, email etc…

adam