Wide awake

I was pissed off because the bf was jerking one before bed.

Its not that. Its that he lied and i friggin saw the damn page.

Im not stupid, im definitely not your mom and knowing how very open i am… why tf lie?

Then when i called him on it he says waiting for me? Nope. Clearly you weren’t.

Meanwhile i sit and starve for attention….  Naah. Continue to do you. I don’t need your five minutes.

Then i was over it. Then i kept coughing non stop so I’m down here and now my ass is angry because i just read that dbbd got court canceled on the 11th.

Because hes undergoing mental health court and evaluation.

Yes another way to play the system.

Then i got mad because i want to know exactly where he is.

Then I’m mad because i want to move and ugh.

Here its 330 and i am mad at myself.

I need a new hobby…