Welp

I knew it wouldn’t take very long, but i got his number thru my alter ego online catfishing profile. And i will continue to text him, even though its me. My logic is he may not know it, but i do. If he’s texting me, he’s probably texting others but i think mostly me. i plan to drop him once he tries to call or he sets up a meeting. I bet he won’t.  He enjoyed talking with me and didn’t say a word out of line,  yet. So, what i don’t understand is why can’t he do this with me? Because i know whats going on. Hes pretending with others and putting his best foot forward, but i can see through it all. If he’s texting me, he will grow bored of it. Maybe he will come back, afterall. Anyway, this gives me insight. I still need closure. Hopefully he will warm up enough to vent.

I don’t feel guilty. I am relieved i am likely the only one that contacted him. I bet! I just bet. Tomorrow,  i will not text him unless he does first and it will be hours.  Make him wait, if i decide to, at all. Maybe skip a day. We shall see.

Saw he got a haircut, saw where he lives, saw its small but suitable… he just needs to reach out to ME.

My mom will have her brand new car this week, i will have mine in a short time. I want what i want.