Weirdness

As I assumed, only three support payments were made, last month.

And as I predicted, he quit his job that was garnished wages and went under cover, again.

I know I can’t depend on it but it would have been nice for her to enjoy it a bit longer.

Deadbeats piss me off. Oh, correction. He made those three garnished payments.

He’s no longer a deadbeat. Smfh.

Anyway, that’s that. It’s up to 6700 now. Smfh.

I know some that are in the thousands though.

Anyway about love… I do appreciate the insight but for me, i think it’s easy. it’s all the other BS that gets in the way.  Love in itself tho… Easy. Love is happiness In all its forms.

 

I think “people” just complicate it entirely too much. And expectations and everything else but that’s a part of having any relationship.

And those are the reasons I’m maintaining my distance. I’ll always be a friend and I will love but entertaining any ideas of us ever being together under those circumstances ,  the compatibility isn’t an option. I’m looking for a man that isn’t going to hesitate about me. Not one that wants to whine about his gf and run to me thinking I’m going to fix it by sleeping w him. Then there’s other things I’m not interested in. He’s handsome but that’s about it.

Old me, yes. New me. Nope nope nope. And believe me my mind is whispering temptation. But firm Boundaries.

I said hello yesterday morning. I don’t usually text first, anyway.

He’s like hi, busy working, blah blah lie.

Okay, I said have a great weekend.

He texts me around 1:30 this morning.

Went back and forth a few times saying hi and Around 4:30am my bladder told me I better empty it, I was up for awhile. So we chatted for about an hour.

I went back to bed.

This morning, I asked my girl is she wanted to go to the Easter egg hunt. My son did not. He was still asleep.

It was raining, and from the post I read, it was moved inside a random church. I wasn’t really fond of that idea, but I got ready anyway, she got ready, I got my orders ready, went to the post office, came out, we went up, nobody was around, so me and another woman checked again and in the time I did all that, they rescheduled it for tomorrow at the rec center. Way better decision.

So I took the kids to McDonald’s because Minecraft Happy meals.

38 bucks.

That’s just crazy to me

When I was a kid, twenty bucks fed four of us with leftovers.

Insanity.

Anyway, other than that, I got nothing accomplished.