We will see

Its almost 1am and my lilly is wide awake. Its my own fault because my phone went off. I need a catnap and I’ll be good for awhile.

The door is wedged shut. I get so paranoid about everything.

Trying to have confidence in what he’s doing, but i don’t think i really like it. My hopes for change are already up.

I have no idea, my walls are up. Otherwise, i will get hurt.

He left love marks on both my shoulders and my arm.

Now, I’m afraid of what others may think about it.

I have to remember to hide them from my 11 year old son.

Ugh.

I want to do the market in the morning but i really can’t if she’s up all night.