Stepped down

I stepped down.

F that. His old bf is on his way over here, and i am gonna be fine.

I really need to be careful with it, but it is what it is.

Push me too far, the score in his mind will be even and i will have fun.

Or not.

Idk, yet.

Just saying, i can now if i want to….

Hes still playing his online persona snd i wrote him a final message from my heart, a goodbye.

He didnt need to hurt me the way he did, even if its not real… so fuck him now!

Lilly aint here. I got a drs appointment tomorrow and im scared af for it.

He knew, just didn’t care.

Being bp and manic is no solid excuse for mental abuse.

And thats what it was.