So i didn’t

But he did text me and tell me he doesn’t like how he feels because it makes him jealous rage and he’s no good to anyone, then.

I told him i loved him. What else can i say or do? I’m chasing this asshole, he needs to chase me.

So, timer restarts at 8pm.

Tomorrow i will have my son.

So he’s out. Saturday,  too.

Sunday is his day, if he wants it with me, but it has to be his idea.

So, there we are.

Not gonna text him shit. I asked him how much better it would be if he tried to believe me instead of the scenerios in his mind. He said a lot.

Maybe that got him thinking that most of the issues are because he thinks I’m no good?

Idk.

I can’t,  anymore.  Cried for hours, again.