Peace

Honestly tho, i came up here for peace. Its very quiet up here and i got to enjoy two storms. I have to help her on Thursday but i am ready to just go home.

Today, i will get my son later and then stay up here again. Probably make a stop at dollar general too.

Thursday, i will take my mom to get her eyes checked and then hopefully she can get contacts to see.

Ill stop at dollar tree. I did grocery shopping yesterday for here and my moms.

He wants to get his aunts suv on Fri.

If he has enough to do it. Hes insisting on this, so whatever.

He really is messed up if he thinks this is how i will forgive him.

Its not because i bet anything hes still going to continue to hit up these ladies online.  I do wonder if i am making a bigger deal out of what he did but then i remember that its just not acceptable behavior whatsoever to chat w a woman online, call her beautiful,  find out where she works and then go there to meet her while hes supposed to be working.

No. Its not right at all….

My gut says its not and we all know how i intentionally ignore how i feel.

But wtf can i really do?

Not a damn thing right now. I’m broke. I do need to set some goals w selling tho.

And seperating my financial stuff from home.

I’ve been watching but i am still really confused about e-commerce, llc.

Well sole proprietor vs llc mainly. 😶

I understand but i have questions.

I hate math.

My brain hurts already.

I’m gonna get some work done here today, when i get home i will have to start the inevitable with photos.

I got my light box set up, and the jewelry is everwhere.

The only way to get it cleared up is to do the photos and start listing, again.

Hopefully fall back into buying but I’m gonna be very strict on where i get it, again.

 Edited because i wasn’t finished.

Im also noticing a few weird health issues and like how i sleep now. And my entire body getting really  sore. Its a weird change and i should probably get a check up. Oh the excuses i do have for not going, tho. My body needs a muscle relaxer break… but thats dealing w an addiction and I’m also super heavy on procrastinating.

Its just thats how seriously tight everything is.

I need a nap.