One more for the night

I think i clearly communicated with him.

And, when I’m right, I’m right.

He says he lost himself.

This is a temporary feeling.

Sex aside, This is mania.

So, now i gotta be on my game.

And I’m not a flirt, at all.

I asked my mom to watch her, she comes back with why? Seeing him, again?

Like yo. I’m 44 years old. I told you from GO,  it’s mania. Now she won’t watch her so i can attempt to repair what we have. Thanks.

She compares him to my father.

Shes only ever been w my dad and that relationship ended years ago.

my dad in the ground. Honestly. Stooop. I’m not allowing him to do what he did. I get her concerns but i have a life, too.

So, now i need a babysitter.

And i trust noone. So, lillian will just have to go with.

Idk how he will feel about it, because i think he wants me alone, for now. And i think its a goid idea, too.

Ugh.