Long day, long week!

So i came home last week and a frw days later, the ceiling burst open and water was everywhere.

Good thing I’m a renter.

Anyway, this week i went to my girls open house and my sons high school orientation.

Ugh. He’s in high school, now.

9th grade. I remember my 9th grade. It was tough.

I’m mostly worried about bullying, but i think it didn’t really bother me that much by that grade, because in a weird way, i became used to the abusive behaviors and it didn’t affect me as much.

Super weird.

And today, i had planned on attending a community sale as a vendor but it got canceled,  last minute.

I walked up to the post office, today.

Now I’m home. I’m betting that I’ll have to take him home.

Which i might as well get support paid up, too for my son.

The man a few doors down offered to pay me 150 a week to clean his home.

Might as well.

I just really don’t get why I’m not getting anything for my girl. She gets nothing. No father, no paternal family, nothing. No support because of his apparent inability to work.

He worked before i filed for support! Now that i have a different vehicle i could go spying to find out where hes working,  but i just don’t have the emotional energy to do it, yet. Hes back in landscaping, or selling vape stuff…  i can assure that much. If he’s not in jail. He’s out, i just don’t know anything else and honestly haven’t looked other than that dumbass google review thing he does. Nothing posted since may.

I could go be a spy, i just… i hate him to the point of repulsion and have bo desire to continue down that rabbit hole. On the other hand i feel like my girl is getting the short end of the stick.

What 580 a month would do for her?? A lot!

On the other hand i also know any part of him, i got the best part and its her and i don’t have to worry about interference because he didn’t want her and doesn’t care and HE can live w that for the rest of his life, while i get to raise my beautiful girl and watch her grow.