Is it over?

Or do i go from 9am to 9am in order for it to count as a full day? Tomorrow should be easier, my kids are here w me to keep me busy.

I really have to try, and if i make it to day 3, and hear nothing,  i will push for 3 more. It will get easier.

Its just with him telling me he wants a sexual relationship,  but then turning around and telling me how much he loves me, together or not…. and how he says he doesn’t want a fling… i told him good luck trying to find whatever it is i could not give him.

He’s realizing how dumb this is, or hes fucking around.

Probably both. He has his eye on some prize.

Thats why its easier for him. If i had, it would be for me, too.

He says noone shared his bed and he hadn’t gone to anyone, either.

i don’t want to know.

but something doesn’t make sense.

Can’t have cake, tho.