I reread

Last night, he texted me a good night, at 330, he texted me a good morning and we chatted for awhile about whats going on. I’m just not sure i can trust it. I can’t if hes on tinder.

Okay but… he didn’t respond to the last two.

He excluded seeing Amy, but told me he thought i would get along with brook. Then told me they hung out.  Kinda weird to me, if hes working on himself to be better for us,  wtf are all these other women for???

Exactly.

I might ask. I might not bother. Or, hey… I’ll go out w a dude!

Or i will just tell him i did…

Either way, i am not going to text him first.

He sent me like 5 songs.

Fall to pieces, i just can’t.

The rest, meh. But that one song gets me every damn time. The video he gets cuffed and taken in a cop car while she watches.

Reminds me of before he went to jail.

Hes got a new job, was not working the whole time.

What had me up all night was tammys words. He has a nice place, now.

He lives in a squalor drug house.

I want him safe. He has to get there on his own, tho.