I let him in

He emailed me, that he misses lilly and thinks about her daily. I told him i am sure she would want to hear from him. He said hes trying to get up to me.

He showed up. Didn’t say much to her, said he couldn’t stay long, wanted to get some stuff, grabbed everything he could, and left.

He said the more i push towards him, the more he pushes me away.

He said he was finished and nothing i could say would change his mind. He said we couldn’t be friends because i can’t.

He said he loved me. He said he didn’t want any more heartache hes had enough.

I told him i just wanted him to get help for his anger, i wanted us all to be a family.

He said i just don’t listen. I asked if we ever could talk again, he said not now.

It wasn’t pretty. He left.

Hes in denial he was ever in a relationship with me.

AE asked, and he said a year, this time.