Hes worried

More about what others will think, than what i actually do.

I need to keep my head on with this.

I know he’s having psychosis.

He knows better. Hes convinced right now the love marks on my shoulders were from another man.

He gets high a lot and forgets lots of things he’s done and said to me.

Just wish he would stop blaming me for doing drugs and being a whore.

Can’t get past any of that, alone but it breaks my heart to feel that way.