Hard

To do this.

But its because i don’t play xhasing games and what happens after the 3rd day he doesn’t respond at all?

I need distraction.

I will have to find something to do so that i am. And weekend he doesn’t respond usually,  anyway.

So wait until monday?

Ufh.

I got this. Where’d that confidence go that i had, yesterday?

He’s sick, miserable and not reaching out to me. Does that bitch Dani or Tammy cock blocking me?

Meh. Let them. Should be a priority and not an option.

I need to reread what i write. This is just so stupid. I hate games, but he likes to play…

Okay, new plans for today… drive somewhere new and explore. It will get easier for me. I’m just lonely and missing him by my side.