Gone

I did reach out this morning. A  30 year chase over 1 hour of passion, gone. It just doesn’t make sense to me. I’m not losing his friendship.

I don’t know anything but what i create in my mind

She said, i think he’s emotionally unavailable

Maybe, but idk. I just have a feeling hes back w her.

But hey, she was there before and he still wanted me, so who really knows.

I mopped the kitchen floor, did a load of laundry, posted some stuff, and mostly effed off.

Now i have about an hour til i get in line to get her from school.

No response,  yet.