Foolish

That’s where I’m at, again. The thing is, maybe something happened but its rather disappointing in either case and i doubt very much he’s showing up at all on Thursday.  He will ghost me and i will just be quiet about it, again.

He couldn’t know how this bothers me but this is also why i don’t want to be bothered,  anymore.

I also know its his busy season. But I’m making time and as i said the ball is in his court now. I will not step again.

His loss and i still feel like he was out of my league, anyway.

And i wish i knew why i felt that way, but its the truth.