Been a few

I just been really busy trying to restart up.

Posting posting posting.

I need money. My truck is shot.

And i can’t afford to get it fixed, or take it to get it looked at or get another.  So now I’m in a bind.

So then once again my anger turns.

And ive vented too much and here i sit with nothing being done anyway.

Im just really disappointed in everything. Every avenue i go down, theres this road block and i get so frustrated i just give up.

No beach this summer, can’t walk anyway, can’t job because how tf am i getting there?

Things hes said to me keep coming back up. I’m worthless and will never be anything but a side dish.

I hate that hes out. I had read somewhere about a woman who couldn’t get her child back from her father who just simply took him.

And i honestly think hes gonna try it. I do have sole custody, in writing from a judge but would that be enough? No.

Shes in my sight 24/7.

And I’m tired.

So I’m trying to just throw myself back into the online selling bs.

It did make me $$ but meh.