Anxiety be gone

I guess i have to play it up until he straightened out or falls on his own.

Either way, no contact. Zero fux.

The games hes doing online,  tho. They aren’t working.  My sad heart hopes it isn’t her, again but if its Tammy, she will burn him and tbh, idk if i can believe that either but he also knows that if it is, he would lose everyone else because they hate her and part of the problems all stemmed from her presence to begin with to upset the entire family. His kids, nah. Her? Be a parent, not all involved and ge did involve her anyway. So, now what? She plays the role, gets what she wants and her kids are healed again,  but he leaves out all the rest.

Or hes just playing games.

Either way, i am not amused.

I cant be with an insecure man.

I need to rise above it.

Anyway, on my way in to the drs office,  scared af.

Im out til later