Anxiety attack

For sure i am having them…

He’s been out at least a month.

Just hope he stays away.

I can’t sleep now. I fell asleep w my girl but i do need more.

My body hasn’t been feeling well aside from the anxiety.  Really heavy and sore.  I woke up to my glands below my ears, upper jaw area, swollen.

Then coughed for a good ten minutes. I really should go to the dr but according to online i no longer have insurance.  I’ll have to figure it out later next week.

My bday is on Sunday and just…. meh.

I just want the beach. But hes at the races Saturday night if it doesn’t rain.