Unfinished 3-4

Unfinished (3 possibly 4)

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if I want to

fly into the clouds

blow bubbles in the rain

and sleep in the sand

would you

could you

join me

if I want to

float on water

skip down the street on tip-toes

and listen to hummingbirds on Sunday

would you

could you

join me

do not negotiate love

I might fall

I might cry

I might fall down and cry

As each day goes by

Starring at my virtually lifeless body

Softly blinking in unison with the beat of my heart

You have taken the time to examine my body

Dissect my walk and listen to my voice

You have touched my hands

Assessed my thoughts with your reason

You know my fragrance

Pegged my expressions on a preexisting chart

You stare into my eyes

An empty stare filled with judgmental expectation

Do you know the colour of my eyes

Do you know…—

Sun note- well my life has become quite interesting…not like it was not before…heh…I left GM and I started my new job this week….I am not too sure about this place…I am giving it a chance…to see…it is not very organized and is rebuilding…since it was not run properly before….not sure I want to take that on right now…I mean…what makes me want to give it a chance is the opportunity it gives me to see how to fix things…now…I also have been writing emails back and forth with my apparent new crush from GM….I did not realize I had a crush on him until…the thursday before I was leaving…and it dawned on me that it would suck to not see him everyday…I was like it is just like me to crush on someone I will not see again…but we have now been emailing one another…and I believe we are going to go for a drink this weekend possibly…I am scared…lol….I have never..like ever…first…gone on a date…which people do not believe..but it is true…and…second…I have never been the one tha

t mutually went after someone….like…this might sound cocky…but if you knew me…you would know how not cocky it is…but people would always just come to me…I am now going to take a risk…and see where it goes…he is a bit older than I am…not actually sure how old he is…but I am guess-ta-mating…around 30-35 and that just blows me away….since…I would never picture myself seeing someone that much older than myself…i know it is not that much older…but to me it is since I have an older brother…and…I have kinda put my limit to anyone his age or younger…since anything else is just weird to me….also..although I can act my age…or much older at times…I am really a free spirit…and…when it boils down…I would say I am pretty damn young…anyways…we shall see how this unfolds…I am excited..and scared hehe…lovely