Im here…..I swear
Okay so I need to stop slacking on writing things down…..I have tried for the last month to put something down here….and now it is just going to be a bunch of notables since it has been forever n a day. I should put this update in my other diary..but meh techincalities… they are all mine and they go to the same place….right..right..so no real difference.
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My bestest friend in the whole wide world left a few days ago for Australia for a year!….teachers college. It is def. a bitter sweet situation….but I am going to try to actually go for a visit in julyish….and I have a few people that might come with me….since my butt does NOT like flying alone that makes this idea even more probable 🙂 We spent quite a bit of time together before she left….doing dinners…lunch and talking on the phone etc….she had a little get together at her house the weekend she left so that was fun too….still miss her…have not heard from her as of yet….probably does not have the internet n stuff hooked up….she is now my future gal….she needs to give me lottery numbers ha!…..I told her to hug a kangaroo (carefully) for me….see if they have kiwi’s there cause I kinda sorta want one…..
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sidenote -eatting oatmeal with fresh blueberries…I adore it!
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I learned how to knit! I was oober excited about this….and by oober excited I mean I came running home jumping up and down…waving around the 7 lines I did at lunch…..I am easily amused *shrugs*…..I am going to try to make a hat! I do not want a scarf to be my first project since well…it is everyone elses….and I just dont dance that way 😛 A woman at work is helping me out….super fantastic of her!
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I bought a himalayan salt crystal lamp…I fricken adore this thing…..it could be all in my head but at the end of the day the results are fantabulous….I feel superb! plus it is oober funky and makes my room glow in a like coral-sque colour……it makes me happy on the inside! recommend to allllll 🙂
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I have unfortunately not won the lottery as of yet….
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My godfather died…. 🙁 he ended up getting burried in the same place as my grandma/pa that was even harder…..and apparently I am one of those people that laughs no matter where I am….I kinda sorta got in trouble since I started laughing at the funeral home….I laughed until I cried..so at least part of it was "right"…*shrugs* I am not perfect….could not help it….
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I learned how to make origami stars….how fricken cute they are….another thing making me happy on the inside
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forgot my bosses birthday….oppsy!….I went out and bought her a crystal cake thingie….I felt bad…
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Not sure if this was noted yet or not…but I received my raise….a 7% raise and an 8% bonus…..apparently I am suppose to be happy with this…since the norm is 2-3%. I am very gratiful…however I wanted a 15% increase…and I voiced my wants…they have told me they are working on getting me more money….even though they do not do increases midyear….my bosses boss and boss…have let me know that I will recieve my other 8% at this time…..I have worked my ass off for them…and I will give them until april to provide results…..I am actively always looking for other jobs….not that I do not like it where I am…just always looking for opportunity is all
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I am back to working out….alot….averaging an hour everyday min…..I have lost most of the weight I gained since my surgery n quitting smoking….now want to lose another 20lbs…never have been a thin kid….and my goal is not really to be thin….but when I get where I want I will know…
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Apparently when you lose weight this is a HUGE deal at work….from people asking me if I am on a diet….asking how much I have lost…..to telling me I am in love….it has been a constant topic which makes me just walk away.
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The VP…whom I have a secret crush on….and only Adonis knows about….brought us in these cookies…on friday…I call em snowflake cookies…but I think they are really called prizzels or something?…they are pretty much my fave cookie…although I do not really have a fave….so I went to his office and thanked him…..he offered me more…which I refused…….but we had a little 40 sec convo and he winked at me…which made me all goofy since I am a dork….that was my cue to get outta there though…since the last thing I need to do is blush in front of him….which I did not even know I did blush until Adonis told me I do….and he notices it all the time…since he is usually the cause of it! 😛
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Had some random gentleman at Tim’s on friday….turn around and look at me n say "wow, you look very nice!"…that made me laugh since it was def. outta left field….but I thanked him…. it was nice to hear…..especially since he was not creepy about it….and did not linger he made him comment and then went about his business
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Adonis and I have made many-a-roadtrip since I last wrote in here…..mostly for dinner or whatnot….when my godfather died he took me to the keg in some place I can not remember lol….it was oober nice of him…since I was not doing so well…I had cancelled plans to go to a bday party and he offered to come keep me company and make sure I was doing okay……he has taken me to niagra falls (which I adored), showed me where gretzy lived….the head office to williams and other random things…since I do not go many places I am always up for whereever he wants to take me…I like that he has things to show n teach me….since with his job he drives around alot he knows places to go….
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In terms of where we stand….as of right now is not going any further….We both still have some things to work out….and for the first time I have doubts….which might not sound good…but with me it is…since I usually get so caught up in the situation I am in….I am one of those blinded by love people….I am being so careful to not do that anymore…as each of those situations has ended….hindsight is 20/20! and it is downright scary the things I was willing to fight for that were not good for me at all! The fact that I am seeing things a bit clearer has brought me a slight peace….regardless of my like for him….the fact that he can not give me some of the things that I want….I am not settling….the situation still hurts me a bit….but I am alright as of this moment…it is what it is…and I am just enjoying his company and keeping my distance
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some memorable adonis quotes (in no particular order….these made me either laugh or awww right out loud) –
"your face is shrinking!"
"I’m the benchmark of humankind"
"that potatohead!"
"are you getting prettier? you are getting prettier!"
"you mean the world to me…well not the whole world ..not the bad parts"
"can I touch your boobies"
" you are as beautiful as aflower"
"my eye squeeks"
**new feb "this is communism" this line was priceless!
….there are more I am sure….he has a witt and humour about him that I simply adore….pretty sure I will only find these funny…since there is a whole sitauation behind each….but just wanted to have some of them written down….because they def. should not be forgotten!
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I believe my father has stopped drinking or at least cut down to the point where it makes me want to hug him and tell him I love him so!…which I will not do since our family does not express things that way…but I am so proud of him…and it means soooo much to me!!
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I am hoping my mum will stop smoking but I believe that might be an empty hope : I will continue to have it has a hope though…
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I fricken adore leona lewis…….she has this song bleeding love (among others) but right now ..I am listening to bleeding love and I listen to it at least 20 times at day right now….I can NOT get enough of it….I put it on repeat and dance around my room like it is no ones business….surper fantastic….check it out if you have not heard it already 🙂
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I am looking for a polkadot skirt?….I am not even a fan of polkadots!?!? so do not ask….
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Sorta worried about N at work….he is not happy and his marriage is um not doing so well…I hope he can make things work out….he is a good guy n deserves to be happy
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going out to dinner with I and J on thursday…bring on the thai food!
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Adonis is in montreal this weekend….there is suppose to be this huge storm on monday morning I hope it holds off for his drive…..
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we get monday off for family day!…thank gawd…I need time off
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going to go get my hair done wednesday I think
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need to make a spa day with M….apparently Adonis wants to go too….hehe
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Okay….I know I missed a bunch of stuff…but it is time for work out #2 …then I have to go get ready to go get some coloured paper….and some other little things….
….sidenote my doda is baking it smells fanfrickentastic in my house right now hehe…..
tootles…..