Dear Diary….

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"Dear Diary…."
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Okay, Ok, Okay
my shallow sharp breath continues
not dying
not dead (obviously)
although
my knuckles did scrape against his door- Death that is-
(pardon me while I gag on clinchés…and ignore my gender label)
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Ahem…………(silence)
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I have become a recluse
ripping out a body part-
apparently useless-
Irony
it rendered me useless.
Going on week three…
or so I have been told
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Newsflash
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I have the patience’s of a gnat!
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Believing super powers should kick in
my lil’ bubble
popped
reminded time and again
the shooting pain laughs at my attempts for freedom
pinching my insides
I let a tear fall
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Didn’t cry out of pain
just for record sake
water was spilt for violation
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My crazy twisted thoughts
yes!
leave me in my morphine filled dreams
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la la la….—-
 
By: Sun © 2006

Sun note- I do have ‘excuses’ for not writing…pretty good one(s) actually…but rather not ‘use’ them…since…the bottom line is- still the same-…I have not been writing very much as of late…period…things are a wee foggy and although I have copious thoughts tinkering in my head I have not been on top of recording…anything…which is horrid since along with my patiences my memory tends to hold gnat-sque qualities………I am in recovery…and things are going much better…I must say…
Anyways…this note was not for explanation purposes really…I would like to take up this space by thanking "greatcubini" …for his always creative entries…on top of that…I am extending a thank you of purest sincerity ( I would use another ‘phrase’ if I could conceive of one…which might have been possble if I was not hyped up on T3’s)…to him…for his "honourable mention"…in his latest entry…I really did not expect that…at all…and I confess… it simply put a smile on my face…like many of his entries tend to do….*shrugs*…so yah……thank you! 🙂