A Way
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"A Way"
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My fascination grows with each touch
deep in his arms
my slightly blushed cheeks
and glowing smile
he has a way.
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I don’t understand
the comfort
the light joy
brought only in his presence
he has a way.
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Making the black bright
reassuring my crazy thoughts
handling me like no other has
knowing the care I have for him burns like a distant star
he has a way.
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Doing silly things
losing the logic that I used to hold so dear
throwing me off-balance
there to catch me
he has a way..
he has a way..
just a lovely way
I want him to stay….–
By: Sun © 2006
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Sun Note- It has been awhile that I have wrote and finished something…I have lil bits all over the place…I have found it difficult to put into words what I have been feeling….and there has been alot of feeling going on….everything from the new job….selling the house I have been in my whole life….having to buy my own house (still looking)….this guy I have been seeing now for like 8 months….everything is all over the place….I am in an okay place right now….this guy who I refer to as Eagle….he makes me oober happy…he is older than me by quite a bit…he is turning 31 in nov….that is just strange for me since my older brother… yah …younger than him lol…but what can you do …I would have been the last person to say that I would be with an older guy….since I can act like I am 4 sometimes …apparently I am mature in how I think and act?…sure thing……..he actually just ‘gets’ alot of me…which freaks me right out…in a good way…but I am sooo not use to someone ever understanding me…even my closest friends sometimes get lost…..my best friend saw me the other day and said she has not seen me this happy in a verrrry long time 🙂 …..work is going well…I just went to a course…and got a certificate….I have now been there for a lil over a two months….they have sent me on a course and I gots me my name plaque thingie…so I think they like me….it is a challenge to all hell…but I likes it….
keeping this short cause the update would be a book n a half